i didn't even touch the com at all yesterday.
i was dead tired.
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due to the fact that i keep sleeping past 12.
i broke my holiday record ytd,
for sleeping at 11.30.
lol.
yesterday was a really really busy day.
there was ccao and RWinds concert.
man, there were superb
i slept at 12 the day before and woke up at 5.30.
woah. no wonder i kept dozing off on the mrt.
day, afternoon, evening and at night x_x
CCAO!
morning we were just slacking around.
i reached at 7.15 or 7.30 when we were only supposed to reach at 8?
met cassandra and duoni.
duoni was performing at shangri-la hotel.
ROAR. she said that she was comepletely noob compared to the rest of the orchestra.
wow, she said that when her standard was almost reaching RWinds flutes' standard.
quite shocked to see the band room filled with so many people at that time.
x_x
couldn't really set up instru when i arrived.
the floor was in a mess. and no place to put my instru.
and i had to gather my emotions x_x
didn't know whether to feel relieved, happy, worried, scared, freaked out, or what.
since the floor was in a mess due to clars sorting their section cupboard files,
decided to help them.
yupp.
so when it's nearly 8, i finally got to set up.
by then the buskers have already gone
and that includes my 4 seniors,
abandonment ><
...
yea, then indiv-ed till 9.30.
had SC prac.
quite happy about my instru's performance that day.
happy that my fingers are not saliva-ed.
but there was still quite alot of saliva collected at the bottom of my bell.
which i poured out after 5 - 10 mins x_x
i felt quite bad for just pouring the saliva out.
maybe i should ask horns for their cup?
SC prac..
no seniors.
just vivian and i.
i realised i was really soft. D:
....
quite demoralised at that point of time.
when i had my soli.
...
i know my counting and rhythm sucks and all.
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but that sentence just hurt my feelings.
plus, i was already quite upset with myself the last few SC pracs,
when i could hear salivary sounds during the soli.
what she said indirectly means that i was not capable of playing the soli alone...
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nevertheless.
the performance was quite okay,
just for the front part when we got too excited and overpowered the trumpet solo.
it wasn't really that bad.
i mean, i was nervous, but i was more relaxed than when i had auds. x_x
i realised that when i was nervous, my hands tend to shake alot.
or maybe it's just my fingers.
wow. at the beginning it seriously affected my playing.
i didn't have enough air too.
probably due to the fact that
my heart is taking in too much of my air to pump so fast.
man, i hate being nervous.
but overall, it was nice.
especially the sax solo.
:D
and oboe solo :D
yupp.
after that went promoting.
for some reason,
i was quite high...
probably because i had been quite uptight during the performance.
yupp...
that's probably all about ccao.
OH.
woahhhhh. they actually went to our batch blog and took photos of our batch,
and put it in the band video.
OMG!
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yupp.
had batch lunch @ taka mos burger.
hmm.
until 2.30 i think.
reached home at 3.30.
woah. you just cant believe how tired i was ><
oh yea.
pearlyn baked muffins for us which was for christmas.
us referring to band ppl.
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yupp.
it was devil's food.
DAMN NICE. UBER NICE. ULTRA NICE!
it was really sweet of her. literally and figuratively.
yupp.
oh yea. i took a picture of it before i gobbled it down :X
:D
lazy to post it though.
yupp.
i reached home, bathed, packed everything and left home at 4.15.
everything was quite rushed. ><
so rushed that i forgot to bring the ticket. roar...
cant believe i'm so forgetful.
but nvm, i've learnt my lesson ><
was close to tears when i realised that i had to turn back and get it.
and miss section dinner ><
held my tears back because i didn't want to ruin anything ><
i was actually quite excited when i was going to reach city hall.
the high-ness hadn't gone yet.
but haiz.. this ticket thing totally ruined my mood.
and appetite.
i seriously felt like such a .... D:
you really cant imagine or even know how i felt,
when i texted gloria to tell her i forgot to bring the ticket.
i seriously felt like tearing myself up,
hiding in a corner. totally felt so ashamed of myself.
...
haiz. yea. went back to took it.
thank god dad came to the mrt station and gave me the ticket.
mum was quite pissed..
he gave me $15 too. for dinner.
but i didn't eat in the end.
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yea.
then met up with section.
and left for vch.
sec threes (or should i say sec fours?) were quite high.
don't really know why.
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couldn't understand anything they were saying,
or why they were laughing hysterically.
maybe because i couldn't hear what they were saying?
or i just couldn't understand what they were referring to.
x_x
took some jumpshots. and some shots ... yupp, at the padang.
and we rushed to vch because it was free seating ><
and it was already almost 7.30.
got some seats with sec twos.
although i cant really say that they were the best seats,
sitting there gave me a good view of the tenor saxophonists.
yupp, so it wasn't really that bad.
sec threes brought binoculars.
o.o
like omg ><
yupp.
the performance was really impressive.
:D
i'll feel quite inferior if i'm playing next to them.
they played ABBA GOLD. which nila would be playing for sec 1 orientation o.o
and phantom of the opera - some selections from the musical.
hmm.
the conductors were really pro too.
though i must admit that one of them was really funny ><
like, the way he holds the conductor stick
and his facial expression and body language were all pretty...unique.
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if i could play RWinds standard, i won't have to keep feeling this inferior ><
hmm.
the concert ended at around 9.30.
went home with aliza and xingern.
hahas.
i think xingern asked (or was it aliza?!) if i would join RWinds after graduation.
o.o
i told her that if i could reach that standard, i'll definitely join.
but if i couldn't ... i better not embaress myself ><
not sure if they have auds or not. o.o
woah, i hate auds, interviews, anything that i have to do alone.
and i'll probably hate band pracs when i become sec 3.
... lol. i think i lack alot alot of self confidence.
low self-esteem you know :D
basically. i think that's all.
oh yea, went home to eat chicken rice @ 10.30
like omg >< i starved myself for 8-9 hours.
i was damned worried that i would get gastric problems.
cause my sis and mum says it hurts like hell.
and there's no cure for it i think.
>< maybe only painkillers.
yupp.
then i bathed and slept.
it felt really nice to be on the bed x_x
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE :D
yupp.
not much to say :D
yupp.
school's starting soon.
have to buck up.
COMMONWEALTH ESSAY. ZOMG!
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205 '09 :D i'll be there. :D
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