wee, i wanna fly up into the sky, into God's warm arms.

life goes by slowly when you're just sitting there.

staring into space.

thinking.

& you never get into a conclusion D:

i don't want to grow up,

i never want to make decisions. D:

i shouldn't be so soft-hearted. D:



babies are so carefree.

i wonder what i did when i was a baby.

haix.

like so emo x_X

just trying to find something to update about.

band.

band is my only pleasure and my only pressure as well.

for now.

bandbandbandSYFSYFSYF.

argh D:

i'm falling down

i wish everyday can be a happy day,

with my friends and family.

i wish there's no troubles, they're so damned irritating.

anyways,

my wound is getting better, i guess.

hahas.

:D

something to be happy about.

hopefully i can jump without feeling pain by wednesday.

i really want to train for netball carn.

it helps my stamina too.

so i can be better in band :D

i always think it's so unfair that

we always only remember the bad things

& forget all about the good things.

good things are meant to be remembered

while bad things are to be forgotten.

even though exams are over,

i still don't feel as much joy as i felt last year.

teenager.

such a familiar yet foreign noun.

i'm still a child at heart.

maybe not. but i wish i never became 13.

i miss my childhood. D:

i can't take all this D:


oh yes.

something not very nice to see.







looks like i've been scratched by a cat o.o

it's getting better.

hmm, still hurts though. ><

this should be the longest post since i don't know when.

hmm.

don't know what to say.

rawrawrawRAWR.


# i wish i had a guardian angel.


hmm.

let's think back a few days.

FRIDAY

the day i freaking fall into the drain.

it was my godma's bday.

so with god family & sis went teppanyaki to have "good food".

hmm.

how i fell into the drain:

when we got down the car,

i teased my godpa, saying the car moved when he got out.

(it's true okays!)

then he wanted to take revenge.

so i'm scared mah.

so i moved back.

& then.

i fell lah.

==

there was alot of blood.

hahas.

bloody.

had to walk up some slope somemore.

was hopping hopping hopping.

but had a good dinner anwyays.

ate mango pudding :D


SATURDAY

went to j8.

I SAW ANISSA LYE HUI MIN.

lol.

my sister said, " eh, RGS de. "

then i turn back and saw anissa.

lol.

so coincidental.

she was there for a subway sandwich.

anyways.

we ate "good food" again.

hmm.

& mango pudding again! hahas.

bought stuff.

sis bought a book titled "thanks for the memories".

she probably bought it because she like that song.

& that author was the author of "p.s i love you".

O.O

okays.

then sis and godbro godma went to make specs.

then went back to their house.

played guitar hero II and ROCKBAND!

xbox and ps3, i think.

oh.

i realised that i suck at audition.

==

TODAY

nothing much to say,

i heard that we're eating pizza hut later xD

hahas.

there's sch tmr ar 9.30

oh no.

I HAVEN'T FINISHED MY PERSONAL RECORDS FILE THINGY.

nevermind ==

okays.

LONG ENOUGH TO READ FOR 10 MINS.

hahas.


# Please send an angel to me soon.