shall write a short post.
i have 10 letters waiting for me to write on them.

SYF is coming.
it's like in 3 days. (not counting today.)

hmm.
I AM SERIOUSLY NOT FEELING ANYTHING AT ALL.

well,
i do feel high and happy.
not much depression.
like i always do.
and it's not like my playing rocks or anything.
so why am i feeling happy and high ):

wow,
thanks yixian for giving me some tips.
like not to blow out when there already is alot of saliva in my instru.
IT REALLY WORKS MAN.
the first time i actually manage playing nessun dorma
WITHOUT SALIVARY SOUNDS.
ahh.
very happy (:
it's quite an accomplishment for someone with low playing standards :D
oh, i managed to play F without salivary sounds too!
yay.
though my tone is still ...
UGH.
i can't stand my tone.
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hmm,
wow,
the instructor actually said our section was quite good.
or in his words, "not bad what."
but we feel otherwise.

a little encouraged.
but i don't believe him!
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sigh.
everytime we're playing F for turandot.
I FEEL SO GUILTY.
i keep recalling the time when gloria was adjusting her instru.
and asked me to replace her for a while.
and i couldn't do it properly.

UGHHH.

sigh.
i think yujia finds me annoying ):

3 days 3 days 3 days!

3 happens to be one of my favourite numbers :D

3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 3.

hahas.
have to play louder for M now.
gloria's replacing vivian's part.
so i'm playing alone.
ugh.
but that's okay.

i'm feeling really high and guilty at the same time.
this is so weird.

wow,
i'm starting to love SYF :D
and turandot.

yay,
i finally managed to "move my instru to the music" properly.

sigh.
the only problems now are INTONATION and i need more air. air. AIRRR.
sigh.

we can do it :D
i know we can.
you know we can :D

we will shake SCH! :D


recordings were rather good.
a few mistakes here and there,
but overall it's like probably 7-8/10 :D






yay.
ten letters!
SYF makes me feel excited :D

i will get rid of my stage fright.

woots.
ah.
too high already ><