Yesterday was one of those days where the fact that I'm simply not you,
and that I can never be you;
my inadequacies; hits me hard in my face.
Ouch.
And that's just only one of the many things you can do better than me.


Sometimes, I really don't know.
Is it my fault?
Should I stop being so...


If that's not what you mean, then what do you mean?
Something worse?
The way you said it...


It really hurts.









I should just focus man.
I'm really tired of all the crap in my life.
Crappy grades, crappy bioclock, crappy playing, crappy me.
Everything I do always amounts to nothing.