omg.
my blog is dead :D
very very very busy.
especially with JAP.

i'm mostly done with my homework and such.
just left with jap and geog.
i can't view the geog population pyramid D:
how?

gloria's bday is in 5 days.
a day after my auds.
will she be disappointed?
D:

that's the only important thing that's in my mind now.
farewell is technically still quite far away.
but... it seems so near.

no, i shouldn't think about that D:

a recent visit to the school counsellor enlightened me.
she said: "Experiencing failure is good. It's better to experience it now then when you go out to work, and have a huge setback. You'll go crazy. Learn from these failures, use them as a stepping stone, and prove to others you've become stronger and better."

i rephrased it, but that's generally what she meant.
i should do my best for auds and the coming SAs.
and not think about everything after that.
i shouldn't think so far ahead.

take life a step at a time :D

heh, i guess i am paranoid.
always monolouging.
hahahhas. xD
always worrying.

maybe what i wrote was what i really was thinking.
excluding the dropping my studies for a stupid chick part.

bang my head on the world wall?

haix.
o.o
i'm quite pleased with myself this week though :D overall.
i got full marks for math graded assignment.
GAH.
first time for a long time.

o.o
my thoughts are so random.
i'm jumping from a topic to another.

heh.
dead blog.
i shall post sensible stuff next time.

the only wish i've got now is,
to do well for auds.

even though i know and remember what wanyi said
about auds being the time where you're supposed to make mistakes.
and your directs are supposed to correct them for you.

but i don't believe that D:
i believe in doing well.

very typical perfectionist thinking.