i think i should seriously start mugging!

i'm feeling quite demoralised now.
after noticing the number of people around me who scored 3.8 and above.
there's about 8 of them i know of.
that's damn demoralising.

i just have to accept the reality that i simply can't get staight As.
for this year at least.

zzz!
vivian,
i shall use this as my driving force!
:D
i'm trying to stay positive. D:

there'll be even more things to do next year.
and i don't want to disappoint anyone again.
i just have to be more focused and hardworking.
nothing is impossible.
yes.
x_x

man,
i know i won't be able to do any of this.
why do i bother listing them down?
what? to impress people?
i'm so lazy.
i will soon become the bottom in class.

this is so depressing man.
D:

nevermind.
i shall concentrate on inunion and band for now.

21 cards, 6 days to go!

D:
zzz!
i'll miss sec one life.